indelible thoughts

the past 2 years have been a blast. i've learned so many things. even though at times i just want to kill myself, the experiences, inspiration, and joy i've felt throughout this span has been absolutely priceless. but now i think the system in my brain has just gone overdrive. these past 3 days, i couldn't help but think of her once at least every 3 minutes. lol. (i just approximated that of course) the thought of her just keeps popping into my head. now the effect of that could be good or bad, in terms of the timing it actually happens. mostly, it's good, but when late night comes, it's a whole different story. you see, this is the time where you contemplate everything that happened during the day, and all kinds of different thoughts keep fiddling with your brain. it's torture, i tell you. haha. last night was the worst. i couldn't sleep for over 2 hours because i couldn't remove her from my head. well, i did, eventually get to sleep. you know how? by thinking of a blog title about it. =)) the problem went with my dream though. T_T. it just won't go away. my dream was bad btw. for me anyway, i don't know for you. =)) (don't ask.)

we went to town yesterday. we basically came there to buy stuff for school. i got to buy leather shoes from hush puppies. (yun lang daw yung affordable sabi ni mommy at daddy) we bought sticker names, bla bla bla. basta un. i saw ramona and some other zobel alumni in the food court while we ate 4 large kfc hot shots. haha. 2 times, brownout struck town. ang galing. we were in the watch shop pa naman. what if there were robbers there? =)) just a thought. anyway, we bought a lot of stuff from the grocery and pcx (lol rodney and asha). i even got to buy a vans shirt. thank god i got a shirt to wear. i think i'm using 5 different shirts over and over again =)) that's how desperate my condition has become when it comes to clothes. i'm just not a fashion person. owel. anyway, on my way out i saw princess (LOL) with her dad but i didn't get to say hi. i never saw rodney or asha either. T_T what a total waste of a day in town.

last night, we went to mass in our village. i got to offer and stuff. yehey. when i arrived home, i found that the f1 qualifying was over. after finally getting the damned internet to work, i found that raikkonen wound up in 2nd place. yehey. i hope the race turns out well later. i'm seriously angry over the whole ym/internet thing. MY YM AND INTERNET HATE ME!!! DAMN IT. I HATE YOU TOO! =)) thankfully whenever my ym doesn't betray me, i've been getting good conversations, and that is keeping me from uninstalling my ym forever. haha. anyway, my internet worked late in the night, as my lost download finally finished downloading. we watched it earlier today. ang saya! haha. last night was also a time for surfing the net, while waiting for the downloads. i basically spent the night reading articles about american idol, in particular about constantine, and clicking away at football/soccer sites, checking out the latest happenings with real madrid. i have to say i enjoyed myself, even if it was just me and the internet. haha. i got to learn a lot.

this morning, i was alarmed when my mom burst into my room. i found out that it was only because we had an early dentist appointment. haha. i lacked sleep once again. haay. haha. anyway, we arrived at the dentist's place late, so we waited in her living room while another patient was being treated. we wound up watching game 3 between phoenix and san antonio. san antonio won! yehey! =)) anyway, for an agonizing 30 minutes, i waited as my dentist fixed my bracket for the 100th time. T_T. it keeps on coming off. well, hopefully after all that, it doesn't come off again. i've been careful ever since she put it back in place. right now my mouth's open so that i don't accidentally bite my bracket off? =)) better be safe i guess.

a while ago we made mango shake! haha. thanks talaga. :D the mango shake was great! yehey. plus we got to test out our new blender and kitchen materials. haha. i still don't know what those materials are called, however. but hey, you don't have to know if you're doing it right anyway =)).

oh, by the way, click here and use an interesting tool in the zobel site. haha. masaya kasi maghanap ng mga teacher eh. haha. thank you to yaps and monique for the link. oh, and my adviser is sir patigdas. is that good or bad? please tell me. haha. to see a list of the junior teachers, please click here. thanks to the soph-c site. =)

*btw, my pet beagle needs a mate =)) anyone up for it? LOL. let this serve as a poster for any female beagle out there =)) maybe after he mates, he'll finally be the angel he ought to be =)) tama ba princess?