the will to live life

what makes your life lively? would you agree with me that it is the feeling of love? i mean, wouldn't your life be so depressingly boring and dead if love wasn't present in your heart and mind? wouldn't you agree with me that without love, you would accomplish nothing in this world? lol. ang sappy. i thought about the whole love thing when i was at mass, believe it or not. haha =)). anyway, let me explain. i have a very depressing life (well that's what my mind says to me). but i imagined what would happen if i didn't have a lovelife (even if it isn't that good). my world would definitely be very different. i would have never accomplished so much during my first 2 years in high school if it weren't for that. you see, love is an intrical part of every person's lives, admit it or not. be it with a girl you like, or a family member, it is vital to live a good life. (that's what i think anyway) so i'm happy that i have a lovelife, a person to admire every step of my highschool life, because whatever happens in the future, that person will definitely make my life all that more beautiful.

last sunday we went to my lola and lolo's house in quezon city. we did the usual things there, but this time, i found a good way to relieve boredom. as my tito showed me his new collection of pirated dvds =)), i saw a movie that i had wanted to see ever since it came out a few months ago. i never did get to view the movie, as i was too late. many people, including my parents were telling me to watch the movie, as they said that i would see myself in it, and maybe even learn some things in the process of viewing it. HITCH was a funny movie, i must say. i laughed so many times. it was a good way of passing time, and i did, sort of see myself in it =)). tama nga sila. anyway, i also had a back-to-childhood activity that day. right after watching hitch, i went over to my cousins who were playing with a lot of lego blocks. my brother was one of the people who were making guns made out of lego. they used the little orange pieces as ammo =)) nakakatawa sila panoorin na kumukuha sa pocket nila ng "extra ammo" =)). anyway, i decided to join in the building of stuff from lego pieces. i built a "fortress". actually i didn't really know what i was building, i was basically putting stuff on top of each other. haha. but in the end it looked like a fortress, probably because i got so hooked in one mission in ace combat 5 that involved destroying a fortress =)). yeah, so that made me preoccupied until we left lola and lolo's house.

summer's coming to an end and i'm afraid i haven't done anything productive. i bought books that i haven't read, i haven't completed my school materials, i haven't gotten in contact with most of my friends, i haven't gone to some outings i should have been in, and the list goes on. there are a lot of signs that indicate that summer is coming to a close. the weather has been deteriorating as of late, as there is an itcz nearby. rains are falling again, and that could only mean that the rainy season is starting. so with that, i realized that with 2 weeks left, i must really attend every possible thing that i could. hopefully, this is my schedule:
tomorrow: town with friends
thursday: hillsborough with soph-c
friday: town again
monday: beach? ahaha.
wednesday: ek? tama ba? lol.
hopefully matuloy lahat, and that everything goes according to the plan. i will miss the free time and freedom that summer gives. i don't want it to end just yet.

star wars again tomorrow! woohoo! here we come! could someone buy me the whole star wars trilogy on dvd? ahaha. i'll pay for it! =))

livejournal or blogger? or both? haha. it seems everyone's transferring nowadays. it's time to think..again. =)).

kimi raikkonen won! woohoo! go kimi! go kimi! go kimi! ahaha. and there's another race next week! cool. go kimi! go kimi! ahaha. phoenix lost earlier! yehey =)) damn, currently i've gotten a new song to have an lss on. i haven't been watching mtv or listening to the radio for a while, and when i shifted the channel to mtv earlier today, the first thing i saw was snoop dogg and justin timberlake's video "signs". the song's pretty familiar, i think someone sang that before. hmm. ewan. research time. justin's voice is err..high =))