act before it's too late

yep. this is something i have got to learn to realize. otherwise, my life is screwed. everything i'm doing now with school and with my life is all for nothing. change before it's too late. if you're going to fail, fail knowing that you did your best. DAMN IT JULIAN, DO IT. T_T

school's been tough. i'm so tired right now. i feel so harassed and stressed out. and to think it's just the start of the school year. i'm really looking forward to changing seats, so that i could start fresh, and hopefully be more at peace in my seat. the seating arrangement now is just too hostile (be it fun), and too hard to cope with. pile that up with tons of homework and people scrambling to copy notes and homeworks, and you've got yourself a hellacious-sized headache.

i don't get it. why must the teachers give us so much homework over the weekend? i mean, it would be fair if they didn't give us any homework during the week, but in our current situation, that isn't the case at all. they're giving us tons of homework to accomplish during the only time that we supposedly could, and should be resting. our rest time is being replaced by the same, boring homeworks. if i were them, i'd lessen the workload. we've got the 60 minute periods already, for crying out loud. make us accomplish everything during that time. after all, why dismiss us late? isn't it because they want us to do more in school? and now, it seems that they're giving us more homeworks than ever before. i see this as unfair.

miss vicky's become an angel all of a sudden. i'm not sure why this happened, but according to my ex-classmates, it's because of the period-long discussion between section b and miss. it seems that she's adhered to our demands, and finally adjusted her system to the zobel way of teaching. everything seems to be coming easy now, and nothing is stressed anymore. we're learning from her, finally. it's a miracle in a way. i never thought it could actually happen. thank God. we've actually been able to crack jokes and do all sorts of things during algebra period. just a while ago, laughs were plenty when mondelo changed his name to julius. haha. and then people suddenly became rowdy and sang and danced to "first day funk", which was utterly funny. it's great really, what words and a little patience can do to a person. in the other side of the spectrum, we'll see miss etch tomorrow. i'm really not sure if what we saw last week was actually what we saw, or just a major *ehem*. (diba rodney?) haha. i'm really annoyed with her style of teaching, if you could call it teaching. plus the rule on the other websites is crap. no one ever really follows the rule, and it seems that she isn't actually doing anything to punish us. (unless she has the ultimate recording system, which i doubt she has) anyway, hopefully tomorrow's session isn't as boring as the previous ones. but as my pessimistic mind would want to say, dream on.

lsyc application forms were handed out this morning. yehey. hopefully i'll be a part of the organization. i miss my ex-classmates. joining lsyc would fulfill many of my high school goals. seriously. oh, hope you join :D will there be an honors' convocation this year? i'm crossing my fingers. i hope there is one. it's not that encouraging to me that the year i finally realize one of my life's goals is the year they don't hold the awarding ceremonies. haha. anyway, yeah.

my latest addiction has been "pimp my ride" in mtv. i'm crazy about cars. not about xzibit though. lol. i've downloaded 5 episodes, and it's keeping my feelings upbeat. thank God for the technology of file sharing.

as for the current problem in politics, i've said that there are more problems in this country that we have to worry about. it's not all about a cheating president and jueteng trials. that's just a part of a whole country quickly decimating itself to bits. we've got to act. and we've got to act responsibly. think before you act. if we remove gma from power, then who will replace her? it's not that easy. the masses love characters such as the wife of fpj, or even erap. that's not the solution. i think it's best that we stick with our current president, and for her to do her job. after all, the issue happened a year ago. what's past is past. we've got to worry about what's happening NOW.

excited na ako for next month. whee. sana walang mga deadly projects na makakasagabal sa plans natin. *crosses fingers once again*